Ha, I have not blogged for years I don’t even remember for how long but it feels like I want to write again. This 2020 has pushed me in my deepest and darkest places I‘ve been. 2020 and his younger brother 2019 took away 4 of my soul companions (that one person I‘ve felt connected with my whole heart and soul for over 20 years and 3 of my furry companions). Othello ran away in his sleep just 2 days before Christmas 2019, leaving me and his sister Salome heartbroken. She missed him so much and felt lonely and unhappy that I decided to get her a lil companion. In January 2020 Nestor joined us and turned our world upside down with his kitten wit and crazy nature. Sadly a few month later Sally started tio decline and was diagnosed with cancer that made her fade away quickly. In August 2020 she had merely 2 kg although she was eating fine but in heer final days she had lost all her energy and when she gave me „that look“ I had to walk the unthinkable path with her to fulfill my p...